This weekend, I spent 24 hours at a restaurant without pay working/experiencing/learning. And I don’t know whether I will actually get a job there or not. I really want it. But then again, I never get anything I want.

Omg, I thought I was done with you..

I want that.

One of my classmates just told me I look mesmerizing. “Or in other words, you look very pretty.” That’s the same word I used to describe Zayn when I met him.

So sweet, he made my day. :)

Probably no.

I mean I like you as a friend, definitely yes. I love that you can always make me laugh with the things you say. You’re actually smart and caring, not to mention good looking. But honestly, I think I’m just boy deprived that every good looking boy I automatically consider I could have something with them. Even if I did like you, I know I wouldn’t have the chance because you’re way out of my league. I’m always gonna be the friend. I hate that I think so low of myself, but it’s the truth.

I think the fact that I actually came on this Tumblr to write about you means I do feel something more than friendship towards you. :|

You are excused for making such false accusations.

My so call best friend needs to take a chill pill. She’s ALWAYS putting statuses on fb, so I commented on her status saying, “seriously just use your twitter”. She replied back with, “right. how is this suppose to make me feel better?” or some crap like that. First off, how the fuck am I suppose to know that you’re upset. Your status was saying how you were going out. I always write sarcastic shit on your statuses, if you have a problem with it, you could of said something a long ass time ago. I’m sorry that my comment got a few likes. But everyone knows that I’m joking, WHICH IS WHY THEY LIKED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE. Every time I write a sarcastic comment and it gets likes on it, she always ends up deleting the status later on.

Whatever.